People are the disgusting animals that avoid me,
Cats and dogs all truly love me,
Calm and collective, sustainable self-control,
"Can we be friends?" And they say "no."
Words uttered, mind preached,
Their eyes always glued to my teeth,
I can be indirect, bounce around their subject,
How they feel is not in my prospect.
I am the one in control of myself,
They can think and I am,
They can speak but I won't,
Am I the one in control of myself?
To seem, to be, someone who walks,
Along an endless wall,
To think, to dream, something that talks,
Always miming in thrall,
To act, to dance, emotions on chalks,
Away pretending you’re small,
To change, to merge, remorse for Fawkes-sake!
Amend that which you withdrawal.
I fight to overthrow to stand as a victor
I live on in memory through man's strength
I defend against the dirt that mucks up right and wrong
I am incognito.
An idea can feel warm and fuzzy
Even if you end up cold and lifeless;
Unnoticed and unappreciated;
Abused and endangered;
Rehabilitation just won't cut it.
Ice Breaker
Page 1
A potent smell of long exposed sweat filled the room with clothing scattered upon areas of the floor covered in stains, muck and more disgusting smells, the odours were one with the room and with its single inhabitancy who hadn't even noticed the difference between his room and everything outside it. Despite the white walls the room was still very dim due to the dyeing light bulb of which the inhabitant had no idea when the light bulb would need replacing. "When it has died it can be recycled with a new one" He uttered to the computer screen before him completely monotone and expressionless, looking over to his radiator
...Eight-nineteen A-M, December nineteenth, the street lights dimly shined through the tall frosted windows creating a rectangular mosaic pattern of light at the foot of the bed, Millies's nose began to twitch more and more until her eyes peaked open; staring silently at the drawer on the right-hand side for a while peacefully merging strings of thought, out of nowhere! Millies's body forced a jolt back and the shock of what was approaching teased her instincts as she threw her hand against her mouth reversing the movement. "Achoo- Ow!" She murmurred, clumsily she had thrusted her head too fast and too far foreward so much that her head manag
People are the disgusting animals that avoid me,
Cats and dogs all truly love me,
Calm and collective, sustainable self-control,
"Can we be friends?" And they say "no."
Words uttered, mind preached,
Their eyes always glued to my teeth,
I can be indirect, bounce around their subject,
How they feel is not in my prospect.
I am the one in control of myself,
They can think and I am,
They can speak but I won't,
Am I the one in control of myself?
To seem, to be, someone who walks,
Along an endless wall,
To think, to dream, something that talks,
Always miming in thrall,
To act, to dance, emotions on chalks,
Away pretending you’re small,
To change, to merge, remorse for Fawkes-sake!
Amend that which you withdrawal.
I fight to overthrow to stand as a victor
I live on in memory through man's strength
I defend against the dirt that mucks up right and wrong
I am incognito.
Ice Breaker
Page 1
A potent smell of long exposed sweat filled the room with clothing scattered upon areas of the floor covered in stains, muck and more disgusting smells, the odours were one with the room and with its single inhabitancy who hadn't even noticed the difference between his room and everything outside it. Despite the white walls the room was still very dim due to the dyeing light bulb of which the inhabitant had no idea when the light bulb would need replacing. "When it has died it can be recycled with a new one" He uttered to the computer screen before him completely monotone and expressionless, looking over to his radiator
...Eight-nineteen A-M, December nineteenth, the street lights dimly shined through the tall frosted windows creating a rectangular mosaic pattern of light at the foot of the bed, Millies's nose began to twitch more and more until her eyes peaked open; staring silently at the drawer on the right-hand side for a while peacefully merging strings of thought, out of nowhere! Millies's body forced a jolt back and the shock of what was approaching teased her instincts as she threw her hand against her mouth reversing the movement. "Achoo- Ow!" She murmurred, clumsily she had thrusted her head too fast and too far foreward so much that her head manag
Abigail sat patiently at a desk in the classroom located on the far side of the school, today was the worst day she could have gotten a detention as a friend of hers she'd been excited about visiting arrived almost an hour ago and she was unable to be there when the friend will have arrived. "I hope he'll forgive me for making him wait for so long What a day to get a detention, I'm so stupid!" Abigail muttered to herself, being stuck in the classroom for just over an hour now, she pondered the idea of leaving and running out of school since the teacher had left the room for more than fifteen minutes, but that also risked her being kept f
Under crimson moons of a castle-millenia stretched across the nether,
Does the dracula and his disciples remain stuck to dance forever,
Only for the one that held both the pure and the dark sides of the faculty,
Could you have released me from a ballrom I thought I was bound to for all eternity.
So talking
at night
about a fight
about some other time
it was sublime
satire
funny
I was here
she was there
talking with our voices
it was good
laughable
online
all the time
talking
yeah
so there I was
and here she is
ranting
random little things
brightened my day
it could happen any other day
if only every day
but if it was every day
the novelty would wear off
I'm not sure whether
or not
it could be any better
defeinitely wouldn't want it
to be worse
the only problem
that could ruin this
is time
the time
when it hits am
I am
in my zone
I have returned from a long, long slumber and its time to do something a lot different than before and therefore I shall https://soundcloud.com/drbrightside/reel1-dark you a reel with three (exactly the same) dark voices on it, something new is on the horizon and I aim to have a change of name soon.
Now to dust off this place and prepare it for the new beginning! (The paper-skin will return in the next Entry)
Ciao.
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Kill-Entry #011
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Hello... Hello... Hello...
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I've been given a 3 month premium membership, who was this generous person??? :D
Thank you all the same!! Eeee!
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Mind spree:
Regrets regrets regrets!
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Last as long as you can to a point where you find it acceptable.
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Kill-Entry #010
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Hello... Hello... Hello...
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So! Been gone long'ish, well I became a phantom anyway. Har.
But now the mind went for a spin and its up and living, yay! But anyways, this and that and life is going well. Writing-wise, not so much but I'll hopefully update more regularly and perhaps regain watchers and possible gain news.
Not entirely sure about it though, just as though I'm not
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